Abyss of light

Oh sun above me, you pure deep abyss of light
When I gaze upon thee, I tremble with Godlike desire
To grand up to thee, see that is my abyss
To hide in the pureness, see that is my chastity
Beauty is hidden within Gods - thus you hide the stars
You speak not, this you proclaim thy wisdom to me
Silent you descended before me
Our roaring oceans revealing your love to me

And thus raised a dead soul and gazed with wonder
Upon a darksome world then I understood
This darkness rests only upon them whose soul never grew
Mine became flesh & spirit and rose upon a soulless world
Mine became lines that board the world to my hands
Mine became a dimension your weak minds could never gather strength to survey

This darkness rests only upon those whose mind never transcended
Mine became God: Shapeless colours in a formless void
Mine became angelic music, tones too beautiful to new
For they never the pure essence of the supreme being
And thus rose a dead soul and grabbed the world by its roots
And tore off all withered leaves

Oh sun above me we are one now
We are the pure, deep abyss of light
We no longer tremble with godlike desire
Nor we gaze upon the sky and wonder for me are God now
We are one now. We speak through the world now
We cry through the hearers now and we grief within the oceans

And now I understand: The world is deep
Deeper than I ever intended
The world is deep, as a void the world is
And as a void it must become again for I have seen suns collapse
And I too shall collapse, but only to rise again with the might of a thousand suns
With the grace of a thousand stars and then world shall form again
Shape itself from ashes to infinity
And then
And then I shall become the only sun shining throughout the Universe

And darkness shall rest upon the world no more
For I can the bringer of light and truth
I am the way!