Star-crossed lovers

I'm taking my sweet time,
waiting for the words to fall in line.
But it's useless and I'm used to it.
Now that we're alone and we're chewing on our flaws and swallowed lies
Lets get it right, cuz I still reach for you every night.
I miss the sound of your voice,
not just the way I play it back in my head.
Are we star crossed lovers or just big talkers?
Pretty heavy words for a pretty little girl.
Get over the romance baby.
Are the dirty scarlet letters even forming words that matter?
I'm dying to know. And even if I try,
it won't be good enough to satisfy.
It's useless and I'm through with it.
You and you alone, you're the only thing I can't bury or hide.
Lets get it right, I still reach for you every night.
I hate the thought of you finding someone else,
but you did and I'm used to it.
Star crossed lovers or just big talkers?
Pretty heavy words, you're a petty little girl.
We made it right and put our demons in a deep sleep.
It's not easy, but who is with me?