The one star

It opened up without an indication
I thought I was aware without a reason
Don't look back on the past there ain't no answer
I'll push myself forward without hesitation

Give me a break before I scratch myself out
I thought I'm strong enough but now I know...

I'm not the only one who is good at pretending
I am the one who's tired of dependence
I am the one who can't bear anymore
I'm not the one who can live all alone

I don't sell myself to get such a reputation
And if my only light is the lonely star above
I might be asking you for some consolation
But sure, I know this is the only start

You found your way into the nominations
But I doubted them without a reason
Don't close your eyes at your first bite and when you swallow
I'll scream around to forget all my fears

I'm not the only one who is good at pretending
I am the one who's tired of dependence
I am the one who can't bear anymore
I'm not the one who can live all alone

I looked up into the sky for salvation
But all I could see was the lonely star above
I am not waiting for your confirmation
And yes, I know this is the only start

I don't sell myself to get such a reputation
And if my only light is the lonely star above
I might be asking you for some consolation
But sure, I know this is the only start