Just apathy

I'm too much or not enough
maybe everyone else is messed up
well anyway I cant seem to stay
in just one state of mind
this ones done and I'm an asshole
she's in the midst of my whole hassle
cus I'm back and forth
I get bored when she's no perfect find

cus it's one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
one thing just tears her down
cus its one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
one thing I just cant get around

consider the possibility
that you've been had but not by me
we're just kids
don't worry about this
my course is run and I'm so tired
till the next one comes inspired
I feel bad and I should I made her sad and I knew it would

cus its one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
one thing just tears her down
cus its one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
one thing I just cant get around

I need to learn to wait in turn
cus now I just step blindly
and I'm only happy when I can close my eyes
and I just dive in and forget about acting kindly

cus it's one thing or another
(cus it's always one thing or another)
I don't even know why I bother
one thing just tears her down
(one thing always)
cus its one thing or another
I don't even know why I bother
one thing I just cant get around
still I know you wont let me down