Advantages

Sometimes it feels like I’m always waiting
For something else to go wrong
My mind is constantly demonstrating
Just how badly I’m far gone
I wish that something would just go my way
A wish that goes unfulfilled
Without a family, stuck here flightless
For something more, I’d have killed
Depressing, repressing, while life just keeps on testing
Forever, and ever, and ever, just forget it!

Hey! Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone
Nothing to live for, and nothing
To die for, nothing that I can call a home.
It seems I’m stuck at a disadvantage
That’s lasted for over a year
Whenever anything happy happens
I kill it while waiting in fear
I know that something around the corner
Is going to tear down my high
At this point why should I even bother?
I can’t think of one reason why I should try.
It’s stupid, it’s crazy, these fuckers call me lazy
Just be me, and you’ll see, try to fight it can’t ignite it!

Hey! Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone
Nothing to live for, and nothing to die for
Nothing that I can call a home
Why can't I fly?
Why can't I take to the sky when I wanna get away?

What can I do? What good can I be?
Who even cares for me anyway?
Hey! Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone
Nothing to live for, and nothing to die for, nothing that I can call a home.
Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone
Nothing to live for, and nothing to die for, nothing that I can call a home.