Damage control

Scars hurt worse than open wounds
The more I think, the more I'll assume
A falling out like a stitch without seaming
That was a mess not worth cleaning

I lost everything
I lost all meaning, but I can't let go now

I'm not afraid to admit that I was wrong
"People change"
Oh, I was dead wrong
Now it's come to this
I feel as if I don't exist
I lost control
I'll dig myself out of this hole
Just give me the chance

Leave it all behind. Leave it all behind
I'll bleed for this until my veins are dry
Leave it all behind. Leave it all behind
There’s a light beneath my bloodshot eyes
I'll choke it down until it makes me sick
All you need to know is I bleed for this
Leave it all behind. Leave it all behind
I'll bleed for this until my veins are dry

I'm not the same punk kid with nothing to lose
I had a soul not worth selling
That was a story not worth telling
Now it's come to this
I feel as if I dont exist
I let you down
Maybe it's time I blame myself

I don't fear death
I fear the pain that it comes with
I'm not afraid to die
I'm afraid to lose my life