I've got secrets

I've got secrets that I'm keeping
I've got demons in my head
I've been hoping I'd stop thinking and the past would just stay dead

I can kick and I can scream but in the end
It won't change a single thing
I can trick, I can scheme, but that's just not me

I've felt this coming for quite some time
I hope and I pray that everything will be alright
This isn't over

I've got secrets that I'm keeping
I've got demons in my head
I've been hoping I'd stop thinking and the past would just stay dead
I can kick and I can scream but in the end it wont a change a thing
I've been hoping I'd stop thinking and the past would just stay dead

I often lose track of time
There's just so much on my mind
Before there wasn't much, now I feel like I've had enough

I've been this way for all of my life
Just know this isn't over yet
I'll land on my feet, on that you can bet

Quit putting words in our mouths
We've had it up to here
I'm through with playing nice
You're full of shit and lies