Going down

Spent my life in states of disarray
Wasted time to think of words to say
But don't despair, these words have come from me
I'm going down to be free
Where the sky meets the sea
I'm going down to find some way
To be with you someday- I'm going down.
Saw nothing that I was living for
Messed things up because I was unsure
But don't despair- today belongs to me!
Oh don't despair, escape is what I need.