A life's alibi

It's late but I just won't say
That real life is calling me
You're the one who knows
every shade
In my deepest soul
I won't go till you let me go

I'm OK, how 'bout you?
What you felt and how it feels?
It's kinda weird but I don't regreat
Or a dream is pushing me away
From my one sweet pain

A life's alibi
They won't believe
In what I can do to forget the world
Did you know that I just can't stay
I don't wanna get away
But my heart feels like coming home

I've done but cannot change
Every lie and every sin
Everyday punished by the heat
Of a voice that wants to carry me,
rescue me

I've thrown the mask of cold skin
And show them my naked eyes
I hope that they couldn't see
All the memories start to hurt
Father, burn my soul
Take away my chains