I'm not enough and i'm sorry

I'm done feeling worthless imperfect
You hit me where it hurts
You put the blade right on my wrist
And slit until it spurts
Out blood red
Dead

That's just how im feeling
You tell me that you love me
But there you go leaving
Why you so suprised?
You'r a demon in disguise
These past two weeks all I been doing is crying

Tired of putting all my effort
But never recieving
You tell me l'm a piece of shit
And that I really feel it im not enough and I'm sorry
I really love you and I'm sorry
I struggle at showing and I'm sorry
You pretend to smile l'm sorry