Black paintings

If I'm lost in your eyes
oh judges I, I know
most of us are counting
then let me bow
and explain myself of course,
if you're on earth, you'll listen
the moments of my life are the songs I would write
they are so beautiful
but I've tried and I've tried to hold them and I can't
and I always couldn't
so may I be gone from your sight?
let no one, but no one may steal the magic
no well of silence
somewhere find, listen in, close your eyes and imagine
that this is the black sky at night, where through the fog i found the star and smelled the air
and this is all put together and played on top of eachother
all of my songs
all my failures