Seeds of black

Everything i thought was real
Every dream, every feeling cold
All the ghosts i tried to run from
All the storms rusting into me
. . . so tell me how to feel
Now that you aren't real
There's nothing to reveal

I ran on glass, broke my bones so i could find you
I cut myself to be around you
And when i bled, you disappeared
Just like you knew i always feared
I closed my eyes, and climbed on you so i could breathe
I hung my noose around your tree
Suffered addiction to the air around you
Now my whole world exists without you

I was a son, i was an angel falling from heaven
I was a slave to your oppression
The prophets never spoke of reasons
For me or for my bitter freedom
You spit on me, filled my dirt with seeds of black
As i carved your name across my back
Burned out my eyes into your sun
Oh, can't you see now what you've done to me?

If i close my eyes, will this all go away?
If i take your pill, will it all fade away?
If i wake myself, will my darkness peel?
I can't sleep away because nothing is real.
If i close my eyes, will this all go away?
If i take your pill, will it all fade away?
If i wake myself, will my darkness peel?
I can't sleep, nothing left is real.
There's nothing left to feel
Nothing left is real
There's nothing left to feel
So tell me how to feel