What i could gather

I never meant to make it what it wasn't
I never could recall what I was missing
But I'd let you know when I was uncomfortable, uncomfortable
I'd let you know when I was coming home in pieces

If I ever had the attention of your conscience
I didn't want it, I wanted a quicker way out
I wanted it then, I want it now
I I ever had the intention to be honest
I wouldn't call this anything
But what I see when you're not watching me

I never meant to make it what it wasn't
I never could recall what I was missing
But I'd let you know when I was uncomfortable, uncomfortable
I'd let you know when I was coming home in pieces

If I could kill it off,
If I could make the call
I would, I would and I wouldn't
I would, I would and I wouldn't

If I could spell it out,
If I could live without it
I would, I would and I wouldn't
I would, I would and I wouldn't

I never meant to make it what it wasn't
I never could recall what I was missing
But I'd let you know when I was uncomfortable, uncomfortable
I'd let you know when I was coming home in pieces