Forgive & forget

I can forgive but I won’t forget
I’m moving past my feeling but in my head
I’m screaming I just wanna be alone
But you’re there instead
And you’re my broken home and it’s a fucked up place
But it’s the only thing I know
You’ve got this hold on me

Its for my sake I won’t say you’re forgiven
I wish I gave a damn but you gotta have control
Every day is the same nothings changing
Why do we lie to the world were so predictable

Tell me what I should be feeling
I used to touch the sky when I was young
Now I only reach the ceiling
I’m falling back again what have I become
Tell me anything you want
When you know that any lie will do
And I’ll keep crawling back to you
But I hate this feeling

You found me at my lowest point
You always knew every fucking thing
That keeps me coming back to you
Set me free from this misery
You’ve got to hold on to what you’ve done
Cause you’ve been lying

I cant begin to forget what you started
I wish I gave a damn but you gotta hold on me
I’m barely breathing again nothings changing
Why do we lie to the world when there’s no guarantee

Tell me what I should be feeling
I used to touch the sky when I was young
Now I only reach the ceiling
I’m falling back again what have I become
Tell me anything you want
When you know that any lie will do
And I’ll keep crawling back to you
But I hate this feeling

Make me an offer and I’ll see what I can do
You know I can’t refuse to follow through

Tell me what I should be feeling
I used to touch the sky when I was young
Now I only reach the ceiling
I’m falling back again what have I become
Tell me anything you want
When you know that any lie will do
And I’ll keep crawling back to you
But I hate this feeling