Through hell and high hopes

Well I've done some things I regret
And I've said some things I can't forget
And I saw my mistake it was written all over your face

Well I've done some things I would'nt do to anyone, or anybody
But you're not just anybody
And I feel like shit, I hope you don't think much of it, I was only talking shit

She said she could'nt take it

I thought of tearing out my eyes
(I thought I don't deserve to see)
I thought of tearing out my lungs
(I thought I don't deserve to breath)
I thought of giving up on dreams I had, at times they make me oh so sad
But all of this negativity, I know it hurts you more than me
You said without me you can't see

Well I've said some things to make you show your tears
Yet your absence it my only fear
And you say I still make your day
But I swear I only make the problems we face

'Cause I two-faced,
Too vain,
Too hard on myself,
Too fake,
Too loved,
Tomorrow I'll still put you through hell

I thought of tearing out my eyes
(I thought I don't deserve to see)
I thought of tearing out my lungs
(I thought I don't deserve to breath)
I thought of giving up on dreams I had, at times they make me oh so sad
But all of this negativity, I know it hurts you more than me
You said without me you can't see
You said without me you can't breathe

You were the only one to love me, When I thought I could'nt love anything (repeated)
(I know sometimes I can take it too far, I really gotta stop, gotta stop this car. And maybe sometimes you can be too hard, but maybe I'm just forgetting who you are)
(I'm goin' through hell, I'm goin' through high hopes)(repeated)

I thought of tearing out my heart, I think I don't deserve to love
I thought of wishing for a chance, a chance to be enough
I thought of giving you all that I got, showing you all that I'm not
Eventually I'll be the man you need, You'll see

I thought of tearing out my eyes
(I thought I don't deserve to see)
I thought of tearing out my lungs
(I thought I don't deserve to breath)
I thought of giving up on dreams I had, at times they make me oh so sad
But all of this negativity, I know it hurts you more than me
You said without me you can't see
You said without me you can't breathe
You said without me you can't be