On pins and needles

I can feel it
Something's wrong here
The heavy air foreboding
So thick I cannot breath
I can feel it
Something's wrong here
Everything is awry
I can't stop the sinking
I cannot stay afloat

I'm drowning
Despair filling my lungs
Drowning, sinking deeper
I tell myself "this is just temporary"
Oh God this shows how weak I am
This is all in my head
Oh God, this shows just how weak I am
Stop, inhale exhale, repeat
Stop, inhale exhale, repeat

Despair filling my lungs
Drowning, sinking deeper
I tell myself "this is just temporary"
Oh God this shows how weak I am
This is all in my head
I'm sinking deeper
Don't let go
Oh God, get a grip
Man up!