Locked and loaded

I no longer believe we're who we used to be
Four years of mistakes, I knew you couldn't take it
Now all this time will tell if we were meant for someone else

Take it out on me so I can hear your broken heart beating
And now you've got me
shoved against the wall so that I can feel the heat of your body

I'm locked and loaded, so let's get this over with
Because
I can't stand the thought of not seeing you again
I lost control, and now I'm losing you as well
I can't take this, baby make this bullet ignite

You're breathing softly
As our eyes coincide, you whisper to me
"I don't know who you are anymore"

I never thought it would end like this
I took it too far, now I'm scared to death you're gone
We can never go back to the way it used to be