Dead to me

You still remain here in my head
With every thought you haunt me
You fool me
These thoughts are strangling me
Always you lure me
No more will you tempt me
An itch that can't be scratched
No more of your poison
You
Will not suffice
Not this time
Will you survive
Now i see
I used to think this haze would not lift
And now it is so clear to me
You used to be in control of my life
But now you are so dead to me
No more will you tempt
No more of your poison
Will flow through my veins
I used to think this haze would not lift
And now it is so clear to me
You used to be in control of my life
But now you are so dead to me
I know that i dug my own grave
But i long to be exhumed
I will stand alone if i have to
I won't let you consume
All that is good if it takes me all my life
And now it is so clear to me
You used to be in control of my life
But now you are so dead to me
In my head you remain
I am effected but not lost