Why i'm like this

Why I'm Like This :
daylight falls away from me
the jumbles float onward anyway
the hues in the seas are the skies in race
against the pool of the visible day
and all along, i see what it is i want
if i could just see through these colors
the range is broken
the depth, it feels swollen

i haven't a clue why i'm like this to start
why do i want to go on lonely?
a strange duty?, the cure seems away
i haven't a clue why i'm like this today

morning is like a surrender to me
today day lights mundane
cold winds come up dry from the east
and meet the sealine flush and broken
and that's where i will swim and play
in the feline colors of the day
and when it gets colder,
then that's when i retire

i haven't a clue why i like this to start
why do i want to go on lonely?
a strange duty?, the cure seems away
i haven't a clue why i'm like this today.