J is for hardcore

Wait for it, i'll give them something to entertain themselves
Cause i don't well i don't and i don't have nothing left to say to him
Sixteen days, it's getting harder and harder to sit here and wait
Cause i'm nervous and tired and quite underdressed
So just push me away if i look this obsessed

Is it me or just them cause i don't understand the reasons the words or the plan to escape
We're supposed to be friends so i shouldn't insist but i'm finding it hard to resist it

I'm waking up to a different sky, even though i am naive i'm just trying to get this right
Looking back on a 10 year old kid, all my hopes, all my dreams were so far from this

Just hold on, i think my heart just skipped a beat and move slow, now stop and wait for it
No and i don't and i don't and i don't have nothing left to say to him cause you took me for granted, you thought i would stay
You can't stop me from walking away

I'm waking up to a different sky, even though i am naive i'm just trying to get this right
Looking back on a 10 year old kid, all my hopes, all my dreams were so far from this
Beatdown with bruises on my mind, still hanging on to your paradise
I'm seeing clouds in the celiing thinking that my heart is really far from beating

I can hardly wait, i am on my way