Dead by her fault

I'm crushed by the weight of pressure
This silence make me suffocate
I cannot feel any pleasure
Any smell, any touch, any taste

I let my self go
To the wettest depth

I would like to block my wet eyes- The final jump
And let my self being filled in- is approaching
now just to let my body dry- I'm so afraid
I scratch and lift my sour pupils- explosing

when I close my eyes without attention
my soul wander in painful direction

I let my self go
To the wettest depth

I am on the sadness ocean
Without oar, I am just drifting
The See is rough ,clouds hide the sun
I will be drowned at the morning

I would like to block my wet eyes- The final jump
And let my self being filled in- is approaching
now just to let my body dry- I'm so afraid
I scratch and lift my sour pupils- explosing

I have to stop this dirty flood
water level don't stop growing
avalanche will invade me soon
I gonna make my self drowning