Blue blooded mother

Darling, i’ll smell your hair
And erase your mistakes to make a new mistake
Show me your wrists and i’ll tell you how much you lost me.

Your ego kills the none sence of your hugs.
I’m not leaving the me in you.
I’m the blue blooded mother of yous.

I won’t touch you again.
I won’t kiss you again.
I promised to myself.

Nothing helps me to survive this suffering that never ends
Not even a little bit.
I know, if even the world ends, so does the love, i know

What kind of punishment is this?
I can’t make any other mistake
But i’cant forget you, i can’t.

I won’t touch you again.
I won’t kiss you again.
I promised to myself.

Distance is my growth.
I’ll hurt myself not to hurt you.
You took my everything,
And murdered them.

But i still miss your eyes,
The line beside your mouth.
What kind of dying is this?