Aesthetic anesthetics

One more day and I swear Im through with you
So whats there left to do
Im keeping you close in case this all falls through
This is how I give myself to you
I lost my angels when you let yours in

So my body seems to be missing parts now
Vitally obstructed promise me we break this tonight
Now this isnt what it used be
But now we need this more than ever
Because this is where inside of me lies

And I can keep you happy
And I can keep you breathing
Trust me Im that feeling that youre lacking
Im the anesthetics talking

Whats the meaning in the smile she left behind
Some day you can smile like this too
Im now open for your taking
Some parts need replacing so I can feel better now too
We need some kind of feeling
Any kind of feeling

Lie, lie Im better now
Why, why I feel better now
Now you wont die,
No you wont die

One more time to end me
Just got a little craving
Can one more really end me?
Tell me theres a better ending