Song from the blue room

I've tried so damn hard to convince her
But my plea's in vain
I still feel the same as I did
Could you call her, maybe tell her
It Might sound right from you
I don't know what else to do
Would you try?
Now we're older, things are stranger
Then they've ever been
Now I'm scared of death
For the first time
All my friends say I look better
But my health is gone
Smoking far too much
All the time
Take your future in your own hands
Don't rush, take your time
Look around and find
Your friends
Come together, love each other
Spit on those who say
This is not the way
Let them die
And whgat goes up must come down
So I can't talk right now
And maybe it's easy to believe
That once once in your life, once your life
You'll find the love that you have always had
Realise that before you knew nothing at all