War in the dark

I think I'm going insane
Running this through my brain
I wish I could just feel safe
For once in my life

I know it's never been hard
To keep the blood in my heart
I just never held it all
It's not like this before
But I'm ready to let it go

So say what you wanna say now
I'm your liability
You don't really wanna go?
But I don't care
I don't want you near me

'Cause I wanna run
And you wanna watch me fall apart
And I wanna feel
Something more than just myself

I get so bent out of shape
That you won't get me to break
I just thought of you as more
As something real to me
But it's showing that I was wrong

So say what you wanna say now
I'm your liability
You don't really wanna go?
But I don't care
I don't want you near me

'Cause I wanna run
And you wanna watch me fall apart
And I wanna feel
Something more than just myself

The end is only the beginning
Of this mess
I'm so sick of waging
A war in the dark
I gave you my heart
Waging a war in the dark
I gave you my heart
Like had your back to the sun
I gave you my heart

So say what you wanna say now
I'm your liability
You don't really wanna go?
But I don't care
I don't want you near me

'Cause I wanna run
And you wanna watch me fall apart
And I wanna feel
Something more than just myself

And I wanna know
I wanna know what it's like
Just to be with you
I wanna know it's like
To be with you