Sad sack

For the first time, I can see it, my reflection, an awakening from a sadness, a lack of reason
Days spent carving conversations with myself, here's an idea:
Take it easy, you've lost everything
You can't come back from this, just hide your head in shame

From the last time, I felt something, medication did a proper job with the numbing,knowing reason
And the comfort of putting me to sleep, or at least convinced I'm sane
Take it easy, you've lost everything
You can't come back from this, just hide your head in shame
Just drown yourself in your own pain