To poison life

All that I am and have been
Is almost dead
No tears left
To be shed
Only hatred and disgust remain
Soon my blade
Shall offer
The deliverance
I so crave
I shall kiss the cruel hand of death
Accepting the grim gift
Of
Eternal rest
Dressed in the infinite silence
Of death's icy graven shroud
I shall venture behind the veil of dreams
Unchained by mortal flesh
Alone
In the vast black realms of the afterlife
Haunted by the frozen embrace
Of sweet oblivion
Lost
In the cosmic halls of time
A raindrop
Swallowed
By an ocean of death
I am everywhere
Yet nowhere all at once
Maybe I shall return
Somewhere
Down times endless highway
Once again to poison life
And haunt the vast eternal nightscapes
Only time shall tell
As dusk devours the world once more
Summoned by the enchanted twilight domain
My final hour fast approaches
Fear of the unknown shall not possess me
For the beautiful silence of a freezing grave
Delights
My world weary soul
I welcome the true death
Lifting my tired eyes
To the darkening heavens
There's nothing left for me
I scream
My final
Goodbyes