Lonesome soul

Cashing in on rainchecks, I live
Withdrawn from surroundings
I’m trying to feel, but it’s not very rich
Nothing stays golden

Yesterday is in the past
But tomorrow I don’t see coming
We have a gift, a new today
But I’m so sick of the present

This is the end of what we used to know
I’m breathing just fine, but am I alive?
I'm living safe as a lonesome soul
But I’m dying to feel so much less alone
I’m reaching out but I’m feeling nothing

As heavy hearted as a feather with no wind
Broken-hearted
Moving in circles
Like an angel with one wing

Yesterday is in the past
But tomorrow I don’t see coming
We have a gift, a new today
But I’m so sick of the present

This is the end of what we used to know
I’m breathing just fine, but am I alive?
I'm living safe as a lonesome soul
But I’m dying to feel so much less alone
I’m reaching out but I’m feeling nothing

I’m still there, walls surrounding me
I’m still there with bricks others have thrown

This is the end of what we used to know
I’m breathing just fine, but am I alive?
I'm living safe as a lonesome soul
But I’m dying to feel so much less alone
I’m reaching out but I’m feeling nothing

Reaching out but I'm feeling nothing