Smoke and mirrors

If you give up on me, than I give up on everything
I didn't come this far to not tell you the truth
And you'll know it's true because the answers that I tell you
Will make you all feel sick, feel hateful, feel useless and used
Just remember that every piece of trash was one time itself first used
Say the word
Say the word and I will go quickly to a light
Too much of anyone one thing at a time will leave you blind
Say the word and I will go quickly to a light
Too much of anyone one thing at a time just left me blind
You need to get through what you are going through
Some day someone somewhere will need you
If you give up on me than I give up on everything
Back and forth my reason grows
I didn't choose this I was chose
Back and forth my reason grows
I didn't choose this and I want to go
Home is where the hurt is
And no one even knows
If you give up on me than I give up on everything