The last of my letters

Dear Friend,
I'm writing you this letter
Cause I heard you love some other guy
All alone, I sit at home and wonder
Why you ever left without a last goodbye

I unwrapped the barbed wire
From around my heart and the walls eroded
But now I'm drowning in my blood
Cause when you left me, my heart exploded

So I wrote it down, I wrote it off
Apologies are not enough
On your front step, I left it there
For you to find sealed with a tear

Remember those nights?
Fell asleep at ocean side
Cause you weren't lying next to me
And I guess you never will
What if I died tonight?
To heaven with a knife
Cause I'm not lying to you
And I guess I never will

So friend, remember me tomorrow
And when we wrote our names up in the tree
Those days are leaving me to wonder
How you fell in love with him but never me

So now you're leaving with him
My own vacation is more the permanent kind
While you're in the sunshine
I'm in purgatory having the time of my life

One more deep breath, I'll leave you now
I'm sorry that this letters how
I told you what I always felt
The suns out now and my heart might melt

Don't go, I need you more than ever
I'll love you always and forever
Sincerely,
Me