If i could

It's a painful thing to admit this
I'm nothing more than you see
Why do you insist to stay with me?
What am I to you?
Can it be true?
Break it down for me sister
Cuz I will
Fuck it up. All I do is fuck it up
And then I will cry. And then I will cry
This patience you afford me
I don't know that I'm worth it
You insist that I can play your game. Yeah
And I'm sorry to disappoint you
I'm so sorry to disappoint you
I'll save you the suspense
I'm not the man you need me to be
I won't take this. You don't know what I am
You deserve much more than I could ever give you
So turn and run from me. Cuz I'll perform as predicted
And I'll never let myself see
That you're the one for me
And if I could
I would walk the earth with you until I die
But I just can't, and so goodbye
Fuck it up. All I do is fuck it up
And then I will cry. And then I will cry
I'm a shallow false advertisement
With the depth of a rancid kiddy-pool
And I'd sooner watch you drown than
Watch you drown in me
For your own fucking good
What am I to do?
This can't be true
I'm gonna fucking run away
I won't take this. I know what I am
I'm a dirty hermaphrodite gay rapist
This is true
And if you act now, I'll guarantee you suffering
And it would kill me if I hurt you
And if I could
I would rage against the truth and make things right
But I just won't, and so goodnight
And if I could
I would walk the earth with you until I die
But I just can't, and so goodbye
And I'll tell you a secret
You can't love me