Wrecking ball

Searching for the right words but they never seem to come
Do they get caught in my throat?
Am I just losing sleep? Feeling cheap?
Replaying endless stories in my mind
Regretting what I find

There's a light on in the dark
And I can see the past
It's standing right in front of me
If they could see us now
I'd watch them all turn down
The chance to sail this sentimental sea with me
They've all got some place else they'd rather be

Searching for the answers but I never can describe
The regret and all the pain, and what you took from me
Honestly, I wait for the endorphins to arrive
And the pressure to subside

There's a light on in the dark
And I can see the past
It's standing right in front of me
If they could see us now
I'd watch them all turn down
The chance to sail this sentimental sea with me
They've all got some place else they'd rather be

'Cause I've seen it
I've heard the line before
I've seen the sharks come circling
You can't swim for the shore
And I don't have an answer
I've had all that I can take
And I can't justify your selfish fucking waste
Accidents happen, given everything I've got
So just keep me as a memory of everything you've lost