Dead soldier

I was young just seventeen
When I’ve done my first crime
It was so strange to think over
Because that anger in my mind
We shot those men
We killed those women
We brought them fire from the sky
But when you`re in the battle zone
Nobody knows who will survive

And I know my heart is beating fast
And I close my eyes
I was shot and I’ve woken up
Please anybody turn on the lights
I got a gun, I do the fight
I pull the trigger someone will die
Who guarantees that in the end?
I shall be alive

I see dead soldiers in everywhere
Should I be the next in ground?
I though in mama, reminded daddy
I don`t wanna die!
But it`s too late I chose to fight
War is a game
I`m paying the price
How many lives were lost in time?
War is over did who survive?