Rough stone

I've been a rough stone since you've been gone.
I have been lying to you, you don't trust me anymore.
Now I'm trying so hard to leave you alone.
But you keep coming back, like I'm under attack.

In the light of the stage, I'll always feel the same.

I've seen a lot of people.
I've seen a lot of broken hearts.
When I'm staring down at you,
can you look me in the eye?

I've seen a lot of people breaking down.
And now you're looking for me but I'm nowhere to be found.

Nobody knows the trouble I've caused.
I've tried my hand to build on your flaws.
The greatest mistake I'll never escape.
I'll drink from the bottle, I won't see you tomorrow.

In the light of the stage, I'll always feel the same.

I've seen a lot of people.
I've seen a lot of broken hearts.
When I'm staring down at you,
Can you look me in the eye?

I've seen a lot of people breaking down.
And now you're looking for me but I'm nowhere to be found.

Nobody knows the trouble I've caused.
I've tried my hand to build on your flaws.
The greatest mistake I'll never escape.
I'll drink from the bottle, I won't see you tomorrow.

In the light of the stage, will I always feel this pain?