All that is divine

Reform me / Deform me
I need this / I'll take it
Direct me / Infect me
Contagious / Forsaken
Enlightened / So frightened
Still dreaming / Still needing
Compulsion / Revulsion
Can't stand this affliction
Every time I seem to try
We just lay down and die
I can't find no more peace of heart
We just tear ourselves apart
Access everything that's mine
Access all that is divine
Every time I ever feel
It's never been so real
Deny me / Defy me
I need this / I'll take it
Erase me / Deface me
Infectious / Still faking
Belonging / Still longing
I'm needing / 'Ill wait here
I'm closer / I see through
I'm longing to have you