The last encore

Face to face
With nothingness
While bridges burn
Once again

So here I am, another fall
Yet still too proud to end it all
Perhaps I'm weak but can't admit
To take small step and call it quits

Do I see pleasure in worlds ways?
It gives me smile but takes all away
Like madman every time I follow
Expecting change, yet all is hollow

So here we are, with darkness greeting
Always patient, every meeting
It knows me well, won't learn much more
We've done this many times before

Till now world's plans I kept revoking
It crippled me, still I kept walking
Proud for my masochistic will
Expecting from it's sleeve new thrill

In this whole game I see a pattern
For all new hopes my soul feels battered
Is there a reason to keep playing?
There's no more me left for decaying

Face to face
With nothingness
While bridges burn
One last time

So here I am, another fall
Yet still too proud to end it all
Perhaps I'm weak but can't admit
To take small step and call it quits

Still, here I am, same place and reason
In falls as if receiving wisdom
Yet scenes change, while outcome's the same
Fuck this world, here I end my way