It's not effective

I can't deny
I'm willing but I
Was fool enough
Slow enough to arrive
And I was on time
The dying trees
Prevented the breeze
The militant thrill
That I thought I wanted with ease

Merciful, it's so meaningful
I'm willing

Stop thinking of me
This cold reaction
Has burned the traction, brown eyes
Stop dreaming of me
You're so deceptive
It's not effective, no

You're born of man
And born again
You're smooth enough,
Cool enough that they want,
They want you to stay
What used to be
A friend if I leave
Supportive and sensitive
If I choose to remain

Merciful, it's so meaningful
I'm willing

Don't mourn for me
I've probably killed someone I loved
It's really sad
Don't sing for me
I've probably ruined someone
I said I never would
I'm on my way