Have you ever?

Have you ever been cold in teh sun
Felt you've lost when you know that you've won
Tell me why cos I don't understand
How I'm old but I'm still not a man

Why must I know
Why must I know
When will I go
When will I know

Tell me why do I have to know why
All the reasons to how I'm alive
Tell me why does it have to get worse
Asking questions in this universe

Why must I know
Why must I know
When will I go
When will I know

Have you ever been so far behind
That you feel that it's still the first time
I need answers and I need a cure
To the reasons why I'm still unsure

Why must I know
Why must I know
When will I go
When will I know

Was the same last week
Was the same last year
And I don't know why
That I go nowhere
And I still feel scared
And I know what's wrong
And I know what's right
And I'm still not wrong