Bloodlines-love stopped me coming home

I stood outside your house for hours last night
I didn't make it past the porch lights, couldn't bear to see you crying
I saw the colour of the front door's changed from blue
I guess you didn't want reminders of the pain I put you through

Well I promise you one day, I will come back home and see you
I know that all your lonely days, they will not just disappear
Your disappointment in my choice, I can't breathe without a voice
I just hope that in due time you can forgive me
Love stopped me coming home

I found a photograph of the day we had in Brighton
I sometimes wonder where the time went. It's been months since I went back
and I'm sorry, please never think that I don't love you
It's fucking hard to walk away, I guess I'm scared to learn of all the ways you've changed

Well I promise you one day, I will come back home and see you
I know that all your lonely days, they will not just disappear
The reappointment in this choice, I can't love without a voice
I just hope that in due time you can forgive me
Love stopped me coming home

I know if I don't come back soon
that last goodbye may last forever
And I don't think I can handle all that weight
I am trying to get better all the time
I am trying to get better all the time
I am trying to get better all the time