Don't die digging

It's just another lonely night that I can't sleep
You know it's scary
How much I need you lying next to me
I dug a hole that I can't seem to climb out from
So much to carry but I won't stop until I know it's done
And it was harder than I ever expected
But I seemed so calm and collected
I think I'm still recovering
Trying to find a way to stop digging

Out of control, I'm getting closer
And down the road
I know I'm going where I'm not supposed to go
I don't care what they say anymore
Out of control, I'm getting closer
Nothing to hold
I know I'm going where I'm not supposed to go
I don't care what they say anymore

Here comes another lonely night that I can't sleep
You know it's scary to think
How much you know about me
Sometimes I think I'm making terrible mistakes
Are we just working our way up to another heartbreak
And it was harder than I ever expected
But I seemed so calm and collected
I think I'm still recovering
Trying to find a way to stop digging

Out of control, I'm getting closer
And down the road
I know I'm going where I'm not supposed to go
I don't care what they say anymore
Out of control, I'm getting closer
Nothing to hold
I know I'm going where I'm not supposed to go
I don't care what they say anymore

It's getting late, still awake
I have been waiting for you
I have been waiting for you
Show me the way
We can escape
And I'll be waiting for you
We've got nothing to lose tonight

Out of control, I'm getting closer
And down the road
I know I'm going where I'm not supposed to go
I don't care what they say anymore
Out of control, I'm getting closer
Nothing to hold
I know I'm going where I'm not supposed to go
I don't care what they say anymore