Down and out

Down and out
I hit the poison
I'm not proud about
Some of my choices now

Eva, I could never wear your crown
I feel that I would only let you down
Please, I pray, you get better
But there's no hope in my mind

Down and out
I hit the poison
I'm not proud about
Some of my choices now

Eva, I could only watch you drown
The fevers were enough to bring you down
I pretend you got better
Just for some peace of mind

You will never have to know
How much I've changed since you've been gone
You'll never have to know that I was

Down and out, you hit the poison and I'm

Down and out
I hit the poison
I'm not proud about
Some of my choices now