In solitude

I haven’t been the same in the past few years,
Everything i’ve held close to my heart has disappeared.
It’s been a struggle to stay sane,
Through the misery and pain i’ve grown unfamiliar,

I’m losing sight of everything that i once believed in,
Now i'm struggling to find myself.
I’ve spent every waking moment,
Wondering “when will this end?”

Our knowledge has made us cynical.
Our regrets hard & unkind.
We think too much and feel nothing at all,
But i dying to feel alive again..

I’m losing sight of everything that i once believed in,
Now i'm struggling to find myself.
I’ve spent every waking moment,
Wondering “when will this end?”

Is it not enough that i just want a change to the positive?

I’ve been bathing in my solitude so long
That i’m drowning on a surface i can’t perceive.
Abnegating from the one thing that i love
And it’s just too much to bare.

I feel so intangible.
You’ve got to lose it all,
To build up hope

I’m losing sight of everything that i once believed in,
Now i'm struggling to find myself.
I’ve spent every waking moment,
Wondering “when will this end?”