Goodbye 3713 (must've been a good one)

So now I find myself again,
I'm crawling back into a bottle.
You just blame it on yourself,
Despite what everybody told you.
They just don't have a fucking clue
Of how I'm feeling right now...
Just know I'll be with you forever
Even though I'm laying in the ground.

That's the conversation in my head right now.
About fucked things that can't be changed
And all those things have to live without....

The jig is up, the show is over,
It's not much fun when you get older.
But you can't stop now!
You bought your tickets front and center.