Leaving you

When the sun sets it's my habit to leave.
Forget the tired day in one drink
I ramble on incoherent words
And suddenly I'm just crying.
Now all I can do is forget you.
You won't come back any more.
Please understand that I'm still living in your memories like an idiot.
I'm drenched again in longing.
I bite my lip again and go on for another day.
I look for your letters - is it all a foolish hope?
And suddenly I'm sighing.
Now all I can do is forget you.
You won't come back any more.
Please forgive the me that still lingers in your memories like an idiot.
You're my last woman.
I can't love anymore.
Now all I can you is erase you.
You won't come back anymore.
For her, for you, I have to change.
I loved you so much
But I'll be leaving you now.