Like a habit

I cant ever see you again
But without thinking, I came to the front of your house
I need so at least see your sad silhouette,
to make my heart be relaxed that I let you go

I want to tell you of my lonely days, I want to say that I miss you
And I had a desire to say goodnight...
So I try talking to myself on the phone
But I cant reach you anymore

When I open my eyes, Im in this world that is filled with our memories
Your empty seat is too big, its so hard for me
But I wonder if you know... if you know about my pain..
If you know about my remaing love that is in me like a habit.

My eyes, my embrace and my two hands have become lonely
I didnt know when I was with you
The words in my mouth have considerably shrunk

I should've stayed by you longer
I should've embraced you longer
I should've been used by you a bit longer
I regret like this when its too late
I thought I had you forever then
So I have many things that I didnt tell you

When I open my eyes, Im in this world that is filled with our memories
Your empty seat is too big, its so hard for me
But I wonder if you know... if you know about my pain..
If you know about my remaing love that is in me like a habit.

My heart that stops for you...
When will it change?
I wonder if I will ever love again
I wonder if days to live will ever return to me
Like a habit....
I wonder if you know...