For love

This ritual
is a crushing of the spirit
sleepless and suffering
I have broken
it's been dark
the light of day
is months away
and I am years
from what I used to be
I've tried so hard
to find a piece of myself
for the love of pain
I push on
through it all
wake up. do it again
DAY IN AND DAY OUT
connecting fully
to the stings of sorrow
so let the judgement pass
because there's no tomorrow
DAY IN AND DAY OUT
I did it for love
but only hurt you instead
just blame and betray
with nothing left to give
Days In. Days Out
I did it for love
no more.