Escaping nowhere

i cant recall what it was that brought me here
so many wasted days still waiting to ascend
if this leads me to turn the page and close the book
darling, i give my life
i can never return to this place
in the end are we meant to cease the wound?
be strong, demoness, for this time i am not coming home
these bridges will burn
these cities of deception will fall
i stay pure
to all the words i've ever spoken
i endure
the scars you bestow so gently
i rise
at the fall of the kingdom
and i
this is what i will find
as i enter a world in flames
oh dear
how you kill this soul of mine?
i attack
piercing the mist with a blunt sword
despair is my name
all i have seen
my unsung song
whispered through three years
a call to arms
biting my tongue
so i lift up my hands now
in hope to reopen my eyes
i summin forth redeemer
redeem my feeble mind
this fragile awakening beckons
i draw near
still i am escaping nowhere