A nightmare

You feel the breath of cold metal now
Blades shred bones, blood flows
Angels sing the hymn of death
As christ is burnt in light
A forest of light, god’s dancing on clouds
Fire is burning the wood
Angels dance and christ is screaming
Fog and smoke, the music explodes

Skulls accumulate, a step, bones burst, watch the cross
The blood, the body is allied, as jesus christ dies

Ascending a white marble staircase then
Counting more than a thousand steps
I reached the top, out of breath
Watched into the wind
I’m falling down, the floor disappears
Soul and body are torn apart
And me, oh god,
I can’t decide
To die in heaven or on asphalt