Spare your pity

I thought I could rely on you
To be a pillar of strength
I thought we were the same
And that we would always be together
One mistake was never a lack of trust
And twice you stood on me
And every time I turned around
You stabbed me in the back

Fucking bitch never want to see your face again
After what you did I don't think I can last
You ask too much of me and then you want more whore
Can't see past what you left behind

Give me your shit advice
You don't know what its like
I've come to realise that sometimes
Blood don't mean a thing

Spare me your fucking pity
I choose to hide in shame
Fuck your idealistic views
It's not how it works

You wear this face id never seen
'til I got so sick of forgiving
You're no different than you were before
It's just that I have changed
Well it's a shame you believe your lies
And follow empty words
If you weren't afraid to be human
You might just see

Throw me away like I'm just a piece of trash
Try to lose me in the crowd
Just another face in another place
I'm not like that I want to be different
I want to be seen but I'm just ignored

All the revoltion I can't hold
Hold down my stomach
Or my anguish or my fears
You heartless fiend
I despise my heritage
I hate your religion
People pushing their shit
On everyone else

Mister popularity I hope your happy now
Step on everyone to help you stay on top
Use and abuse your friends and foes alike
What do you see when you look in the mirror

Are you happy now?
Is this how you dreamed
Me broken you win
Are you happy now?

Spare your pity
You need it for yourself

I hope you're happy now
Just kept pushing me
I exploded in a fit of rage
Just like you knew I would