Fall apart

I knew this would happen
I probably should've told you from the start
I never have a good reason
When I just sit back and watch my whole world fall apart

I knew this would happen
Before I even knew your name
I saw you throwing mine away someday
Once you find out who I really am

I'll say, I know, I'm such a disappointment
I know I'm such a disappointment
Believe me, I know

I knew this would happen
It's inevitable when you hide as much as I do
But you wouldn't have listened even if I'd told you
Before you got inside
And realized what a waste of time I really am
But if I let myself down once
It's bound to happen again

And I know I'm such a disappointment
I know I'm such a disappointment
Believe me, I know

One time, two times, three times, four
I let everyone down a little more
But I'm sorry, I don't know how to change

Five times, six times, losing count
It's not that I can't, just that I don't
Want to know what's wrong with me
Because I'm scared I might not find a thing

Maybe I just haven't found the one for me
But until then I'm still inclined to think
I'm such a disappointment
I'm such a disappointment
(One time, two times, three times, four)
I'm such a disappointment
Believe me, believe me, I know
(I let everyone down a little more)